*pink*

I am still overwhelmed by the amount I love this man

no-one has *ever* treated me this good.

why the hell was he single?

edit: Another new icon! God i'm gorgeous this week! :D

Picnic!

Monday after I finally finished working [chinese people drive me NUTS] I hurried up to Hyde Park to see everyone for a barbeque!

Present were: draziel, sarah_orange, angelic_angie, sparkljess, iicatsii, malcav, one of angie's friends, megatron, bug, neil, two nice people I'd not met before, little dave and spider. I drank alcohol very quickly, took pro-plus and proceeded to make a tit of myself.

Same as usual then.

I had to wee-wee, so I went to the house of Orange and peed [the fish tank in the loo scared me. I'd assumed that because it was dry it was meant to be housing a spider of some kind, and the lid was off. It was only after I'd checked the whole room and under the loo seat for spider and had sat down that I spotted the fish food beside it, obviously for the ex-fish. tit.]

I went back to the house to wait for Milf, who turned up at 9.30, not 7! I'd driven everyone nuts jumping up for the door each time it made a noise, but the one time I didn't get the door was when Milf eventually turned back up!

The last couple of days in the house have been a nightmare. Everyone is upset, crying, hurting and confused. Me included. I can only hope that it all changes sometime, but then again I'm always hoping that someone other than the pair that do will pay Milf rent, that we'll win the lottery even though I don't buy a ticket, and that a freak accident will wipe me off the face of the earth. Maybe that toilet seat from a jumbo jet isn't such a bad way to go...