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[mofette]

Why do I give up so easily. I back down and give up on the things I want. Why? It's a stupid way of operating, but it does mean for an easier time on everyone else. I mean, if I give up and back down to someone else, then they get it, less hassle for them, and I be quiet and hide. I still don't really know why I do this... Fuck it.

I gave up on something else today. Threw in the towel as it were. I don't *really* mind, but hey, it's killed a part of my perk.

I went to the opening ceremony of the University. Some people gave speeches. First was the President of the University. He spoke in Japanese with a translator. Then a couple of other people, and then a Japanese lady. She spoke in simple sentences in Japanese. I started of knowing what she was saying, then I lost it completeley. Everyone else in the whole fucking place was laughing. I cried. I coudln't believe that everyone understood and not me. I mean, that's the reason I'm here, and I can't even get the basics! what the fuck?! Then an American student made a speech. He said "What have you got to offer this University?" I have nothing. I couldn't stop crying. Thankfully no-one noticed! I calmed down after a while, then looked for my other Igurisu-jins. Not a single one of them had turned up. So I went off for the free food, and ate soo much sushi I feel sick! OH well.

BTW, there's a rather shit troll on #uk_goffs right now, so any Ops about, please come kick some ass :)

Comments

[ms-rivet.livejournal.com]

If there is anything you really miss from England,let me know and im sure we can org some Mofette relief parcels to help! :)

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[mofette.livejournal.com]

but... do you think you'd survive the journey?

[ms-rivet.livejournal.com]

If i could come and visit you i def would! i was thinking though if you wanted any food you can't get in Japan or magazines etc,i could send some over for you.

[drreagan.livejournal.com]

Hrmmm. I'm off to Oz before too long. It may turn out that I'll be catching at JAL flight that might even be stopping at Kansai International Airport.... if it is, then I'll be happy to bring anything you like.

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[mofette.livejournal.com]

*purrs*

the airport is a long way away from me in real terms, however if it's possible I'll definately be there! (^_^)

no need to bring anything, although I do miss marmite (waits for the vegemite argument)
:)

[reddragdiva]

Rilly? When? How long for?