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[mofette]

Ohmigod, how long has it been? Well, I know a long time and it shouldn't have been.
I have the house *almost* to myself. I've got Mike living here, and it's great fun. Well, the going to work sucks, but the fact that the ｣225 paycheck that I thought I had to save cos it was wrong is all actually mine, and I can spend all of it. I've bought clothes galore, and I'm looking forward to getting to the pub again. I've got some new togs to wear! My boss is letting me wear my red studded belt to work in, and my hair is now flame red again. It had to work with the new Uniform of black and Red, and it oh hell yeah does! I love the red, goes with the hair, the shoes, and a skirt that's only seen the light of day once before. I love being me.

I had a wicked dream last night, I was in a talent contest, and I was singing a song by smashmouth, I managed the first verse perfectly, then I completeley didn't know the second one. Well, it turned out that smashmouth were in the room, and that I was allowed to perform in the fina, as long as they would be my backup band. Well, they agreed to it, and they all started putting on Orange jumpsuits. Well, I knew that I had one, so I tried to get someone to take me home to get it, but no-one would! Julia told me to walk , but Smashmouth didn't mind, and we played a stoking set, and won the contest!!! yay!

Lonzie is ill. He's going to die. It's making me very upset, and I feel very guilty. I've been to the vets, and he's done shit all, Lonzie seems to have gotten worse since. His eye is infected, and so is his mouth. The vet said it was just from scratching, but it's not. It's all puss on the inside, and I want to throw plates at walls, because it's all my fault. I want him out of his misery, but I can't afford the treatment. My parents left me with ｣100, and then ｣40 of that went on the hamster and a fucking Avon order :/ Oh well, back to the TV and housework I guess