Fuck it all.

I'm at school, my feets hurt and I'm fucking depressed. Looks like Reading and that is the one thing that I want right now. Everything else is going right. What the fuck is going on? I just want a moderateley stress free life, like any normal 17 year old. What clothes do I wear today? Where are my favourite shoes? I don't want to be bothered by shit like this. I'm still a fucking CHILD

Been ages since I posted something like this on my diary, it feels weird, but it's all coming back. I love this place to bits, no-one to tell me to stop being stupid.
Why do the nasty things happen to people that don't deserve it. If only AB had told me before. Now that's making me depressed, knowing there's something I can't fix. I wanna fucking go home. School blows.