No, I do not want to talk about it

why the hell does every motherfucker think that following me around, asking me what's wrong, when quite obviously I don't want to talk about it, will make it all better? I get up and walk out the room for a reason, not cos I like it! Why can't you just leave me alone?!
When I say I had a great time yesterday, then I did! Doesn't anyone understand that? Nope, don't seem so.

Valentines day was great. For once, I really was happy, but when I left, I was again hit by dispair. I don't even know why I've spent the last 5 days in tears, it's not for any "Time off the month" reasons, nothing that people have done, more probably for what they haven't done.

Am I really that ugly? Do I have "I am gay" written on my forehead, next to "Give me shit, I like it!"

Single.

I am a bitch. I'm a fucking bitch, just ask Phil. I suck big time. Thanks to my stupid fucking mind, we are no longer together. I just can't cope with any type of relationship at the moment. Nothing personal, Phil is THE nicest guy out there, but I'm fucked up. Bigger than any Limp Bizkit song. More than any Marilyn Manson fan. I'm going to go to bed and sleep. If I can. Can't seem to do that recently anyways.
Yeah, if you didn't understand, I'm single. Looking? HELL NO