I am soo fucking stressed. I'm going insane. Ever hear voices? I heard one today. It called my name. I'm scared of what's happening to me. I don't want to go crazy, but it's where I feel I'm heading. I can't even talk to the people closest to me. Not without this thing. ARGH! what is my inability to communicate, why can't I talk to normal people. I'm not surprised they say things about me. Fuck Off and Die, all of you
Apr. 25th, 2001
Public Viewing?
Apr. 25th, 2001 09:13 amIt's getting increasingly hard to keep this page from the people at school. Ok, so I don't exactly hide it, I do add things while I'm at school, *like now* and it's linked from my website, but not many people know the address for that either. It's like, if they find it, then fine, but I'm not going out of my way to show them. I don't know what they'd think of me if they read some of the shit on here. I know that someone would tell someone else, and that they would take the piss. *sigh* oh well, I guess that when you put something up on the Internet, then it's open to views from anywhere. Just think before you [say] anything, mmmkay?
It's a girl thing
Apr. 25th, 2001 06:13 pmHey, another post, looks like a lapse in posting has had it's price, i'm now completeley post happy. I know that actually only about 2 people read this and ever say anything, and that no-one really gives a shit, but hey, that's life isn't it? Something groundbreaking happens, and no-one but me cares. Poopie. I mean, it's like trying to find someone to say something to at school is like trying to make friends with a 'trendie'. Completeley not gonna happen. Grrr! what can I do? why don't people care! I WANT TO WATCH A KEANU REEVES FILM WITH A FRIEND AND SOME ICE CREAM. Is that too much to ask. *hint=no*
Just ask a girl