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Ugh, I wanna peuk. I don't think I've been this angry in ages. Again, I watched Ally Macbeale, and I got soo upset again. This time over a few things, and I can't fucking think straight. The first one was over the fact that there was this pretty girl on there, and again I was envying her. Then came the crusher.

Ally was going on dates with this guy, who then admitted to her that he was bi-sexual. For those who don't know, I'm bi. and it got me so mad that I think I wanna hit a wall or something. Ally dumped him because she assumed that with bi-sexuality came a life of promiscuity and disease. Of insecurity. Yes with two males in a relationship, unprotected sex does mean more risk of disease, but being careful doesn't. And with her thinking that every man is "the one" then there shoudl be no doubt about him being faithful

This brought me back to thinking why I don't tell people. It's this very reason. Mike told his mum. I was very scared at the time. I didn't want her hating me, because we'd only been together a week at the time. I didn't want her thinking this sort of cheating shit about me when I'm not like that at all. The one thing I can't stand is cheating bullshit. Luckily, Mike's mum is the nicest person that I can think of, and hasn't even said a thing. I haven't told anyone at school, I don't need more enemies. Oh and why when I need people do they insist on being offline. Fuck fuck. I wanna peuk