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I'm a murderrer (o.O;;) I've had my hamster put down, and it was mean. He had a tumour, and there was nothing they could do to save his rotting eye. I keep getting flashbacks of when they pulled the scab back, and half his eye was gone :/ I can still smell the smell. I want someone here, but Jane's not in and Mike's at home, or rather, has gone out. Fuck, I need a friend right now. someone [send me love?]

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I'm never going to get to sleep, I feel like a murderer. At least pobble died of natural causes. I had Lonzie killed, and he was the last thing of Kula:shaker I had left too. I suck