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I'm back in Leeds, I'm at [Matt]'s house. Happier than anything too :) *perk* He's running around his house half-nekked :) and I'm definately not complaining :) RAR! Anyways, last night, well yesterday too, I think there was something wrong, because I spent from 1:00 in the afternoon yesterday, till 12:00 this afternoon asleep. A couple of breaks in between, because of things like foods, and snoring o.O;; oh well, I must've needed it. Matt keeps worrying about me though, I'm fine, honest. just a bit bothered about being back here, and not having seen Sally more than once all holiday *mope*. I wish that leeds was where I lived all the time, with all my favourite people from home, and all my Netgoths, then my life would be perfect. But then I'd be happy, and I'd no longer be goth, so then where would I be? *giggles*

It's strange how songs match me up to points in my life. I'm listening to The Cure - Burn at the moment, and it reminds me of The Wendyhouse back in December. Not that I had never heard it before then, cos I had, but because I remember some weird people dancing to it *looks at [Nothing] and [MissPiss]* and other goth songs remind me of *shudder* BAD times back a month ago. Other songs remind me of [Gabe], like Dream Disciples and stuff, while others like Technoir remind me of Dave and Leann. There's not one song that I can just hear and think "Matt". It bothers me. I mean, whjen I think about it there's plenty songs that I know were on when significant things happened, but none that I think of sub-consciously. oh well, there'll be one sooner or later I guess. I just hope it's before every song I hear reminds me of something bad *shudders some more* UNCLEAN UNCLEAN! rar :(