(eating yourself silly)++

Ok, I know I'm supposed to be loosing weight, and I am. Slowly... I lost 4lb in a week. I know this doesn't seem like much, but it's a lot when I'm not trying. Last night, [Matt] and I went over to [Polidori] to get my hair done by [Malaise]. Well, once we got there, we found that Poli had bought some rats. Byron, Shelley and Hobhouse. Awww! I had never seen rats before! They are absolutely gorjuss. Short into long I didn't get my hair done. I was supposed to be getting wool extensions done, but they weren't taking properly. I got 4 done, then we cut them out. Oh well, I'll just have to eat lotsa raw jelly and wait.

We sat and watched the whole of Gormenghast, as they were watching it anyways, and me and Matt hadn't seen it. It was nice just to sit and watch the tv with Matt, as we've never done it before. I just like the closeness of holding and being held. It's the most safe place I can feel ever. Like first thing in the morning when we doze in and out of sleeping, and can put an arm on each other without fear of rolling over and breaking arm/suffocating each other. the fact that he generally doesn't remember any of this because he's still actually asleep and not a cuddly person doesn't bother me that much. I take a small amount of relief in the fact that he's just there, and not protesting. *sigh* I think I'll go to bed soon.