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RAR! [new layout new layout new layout]!

whadd'ya think? I like it. I did all the graphics *all two of them* myself, and um... stuff. Cool chica from [hottopic] who I played with *not like that, dirty minds* and um.. no graphics from my website, because it's gonna get deleted soon. I really shouldn't be in this computer room this late should I? Well, I finished all my work, so I handed it in today, and I should be doing nothing other than seeing my Zell tomorrow. Life is sweet

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ÜBERMEGAGLOBALHYPERCOLOURPERK!
[Zell] has got a job at the cinema! This is good :) I'm soo excited for him, and now I hope he's going to be happier with himself. There is only one bad thing about this, however... I'm going to see a lot less of him. I was hoping to spend this weekend with him, but seeing as though he starts tomorrow, at 9am, I don't think I will be. I'm off to Phono on Sunday night, he may be working :( The place closes at 11 though, so he can meet me after, and come home with me. Man I'm going to miss him when I'm home.

Just treated us to some food in Morrisons and a Kentucky Fried Chicken. Was nice, but now I feel like I'll have to roll back to Lichfield. I phoned my work this morning, I don't know when I'm next working, AND they are having rota problems atm, which means that they have overbudgeted, and I shan't be getting many hours. Arse. I really need money to pay my dad off and fund whitby. Hopefully now my wallet will be a bit heavier from now on. I never minded paying for things, because I knew that Matt was trying to get a job, and that it wasn't going to last forever. I'm just glad that he's almost on his own two feets again. Life is still sweet :)

The only other thing i'm worried about is the lack of time we'll see each other for. I don't know if we'll cope. I always knew he would get a job, and don't get me wrong, I am soooo happy for him. I only have 3 weeks of lectures left after I come back here, and then it's revision time and exams only. Shit. I don't have many nights and days that I can have off Uni/stay over at Matt's anyways, so with him having changing hours anyways, I can see me lying in his arms feeling safe and loved becoming very thin on the ground. *sigh* I'll cope... I hope.

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Everytime I look at Zell I can't help getting a lump in my throat, and getting upset. I can't help thinking that on the bus tomorrow is the last time i'm going to see him before I go home. I have a horrible feeling he won't make it to Phono, and I'm going by myself. Of course, I can't say this to him, because it looks pathetic. I'm so in love with him it scares me. Three weeks away and I'm getting down over it. Ahhh well, I guess I'll leave him to go to work with his psycho-ex, night