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I've just had a bath. Of the people I know about, that's me, Zell and Needles that have had baths tonight. Shame they weren't together ;) RAR! it WAS offered in netgoff, but we're a total distance of about 300 miles apart :( I miss baths soo much at Uni. I have got 6 days left to have baths in. then it's like 3 months till the next one. Oh well, you're not allowed to wash in baths in Japan, so I'll have to get used to it.

I've come home. Too late to go out for the chinese with my work, which to be honest is quite gutting, cos I really wanted to go out. We left Annabel San's house at about quarter past 6. It only took us two hours to get there, partly because Craig was driving at about 110 most the way there. Ohmigod we may have been in the south of France. Annabel's house is fantastic. It's got 7 bedrooms *to my knowledge*, 4 toilets, and various land and outhouses. It's such a shame that she's got to give it up. Long story, but the bank's making them sell it. It's not that they haven't got the money, but just that they don't have the money at the moment. Anyways, her mum fed us stuff, gave us over £100 of alcohol, and generally was ace. Even her 16 year old brother was nice... in a way...
I really shouldn't have drunk so much, I've stopped drinking so often, but this doesn't mean that I don't drink much on the few occasions that I do drink. I had at least 5 cans of lager, 2 pints of snakebite, and a lot of wine. I was talking very insightful things with an upper class lady, who actually gave me the time of day. It was nice to not be ignored by people like her.

This morning, I was a major mess. Not as much as Craig was, and he was our driver home today. Still pissed at 6pm. I took some solpadine, which I was scared had asprin in *asprin+mofette=deadmofette* but it worked wonders. then I got home/

I got so jealous this morning. I didn't show it, or say anything, but Charlie and Tom were lying next to each other, with her face buried in his chest. He was stroking her back, and they kept staring at each other like they were completeley in love. Nothing wrong with this I hear you say, but they are not in love. He is using her for sex, they constantly argue, and are always talking shit about each other. I want that, I want tender moments in someone's arms, and to feel like nothing in the world can hurt me. but I haven't got that. I love what I do have, don't get me wrong. I'm completeley happy but sometimes it would be nice. *goes to phone a certain someone and go to bed smiling*

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Been a busy beaver today :) I set my alarm for 10:15 *yes, on a Sunday* and had a nice bacon sandwich for breakfast. Thanks mummy!! and then I got my mummy to take me out to Tamworth. I went to a DIY [stor] and got some nice paint, and then went to Brantano, and got a nice pair of [boots] *better than the ones I was gonna pay £100 for* and then I went to the pet shop next door, and got [a new Gerbil cage] and other things for the little angels *sniggers* they ate the last cage, what was I supposed to do?!

This afternoon was filled with Sunderland loosing to Leeds, and me [Painting] my [Room]. I like it, it's not finished, there's none more done than you can see, but I'm slowly getting there. Should be finished by tomorrow. (Cadbury's Purple)++