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it's ALL. MY. FAULT.

how guilty do I feel?

If I was in Japan, none of this would've happened. If I was in Sheffield, I'd have no friends, but none of this would have happened. If I was in Lichfield, none of this would have happened. If I wasn't such a fuckwit/fuckup, none of this would have happened.

why do I do this?

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i've been to the football this morning

England were shite second half.

there were lots of my Japanese friends there in England shirts, I thought it was well cute

Zell's coming over later and i'm doing Lemon Chicken for tea
*crosses fingers*