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Just finished work. Am Fucking cream crackered. Have decided tonight that I am not going to leeds in a month, as I can't be bothered. What's the fucking point when I will just get upset about going away again and something I can't have, that wants me too. I'm going to forget about it and look forward to going to Japan. Then I'll not get involved with anything either. I do hope I do a good deal of growing up when I'm out there, God knows I need it. No more fun for Mofette