(no subject)

I am very annoyed.
I would say at other people, but I've not managed that yet, I can't do it. I'm annoyed at myself, as usual. I'm annoyed that I let myself be tagged along in blissful unawareness. Again.

Someone that close to me shouldn't be able to do that to me, not to come out from the shadows and turn out to be a needle. Not someone I thought I knew well, from the amount of time we spent together. All my fault, I should have seen it coming. Me being entireley self-absorbed, as usual. A bit like this post I guess. A bit like every fucking entry on my livejournal. Even a post I tried to make to someone elses last night was about me. Fuck!

Thought I was getting close to someone else too. They turned out to be different to what I thought. Then there's the debacle of this week. I don't even want to fucking talk about that. I just feel like everyone else can have their way, and I get left behind because I'm too fucking nice.

(no subject)

( Japanese test )

I guess that's fair warning for them then?

(no subject)

*throws a huge strop*

I was writing a huge piece about this week's troubles. it decided to crash on me, so I copied it to clipboard.

it didn't work, and it crashed

I lost it

a HUGE piece of writing. Dammit >_<

*goes to comfort eat/drink milk*