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Have calmed down a bit.

Seems like okasan only wants me to stop dyeing my hair pink, and I don't HAVE to use the dye. So once my roots are worse I'll maybe use the bleach, and leave it at that. No black (unless it's in some bizarre stripes or something)

I don't want to have to cut my hair, that's all. I'm growing it, and it's a pain in the arse enough already! I don't know how I'd have got through the inbetween stage without the braids that mistressmalaise did me.

Meh, my reason for leaving the computer room has just walked in here, nevermind. No talking to him today I guess... *sighs*

Have ranted till I can rant no more this morning, but my inability to remain angry at anyone has stopped me from staying angry at anyone. I'm a fucking muppet. It's only my fault that I'm angry, not anyone else's. If I was able to control myself more then I'd fuck less people off.

I wish my Japanese was better, then I'd be able to understand things in this goddamned place. Someone come and take me home!?