Happy me!

[mofette]

Happy again. There's something wrong with this! I don't know why, but I can't handle being happy! Actually last night I fell out with someone, a very long friend of mine, and it hurt. She had a go at me, and with I suppose a reason but we sorted it. Things had been said before and never resolved. Now I guess they are. So, again I'm happy. ARGH! My life is uninteresting, and all I do is sit at the computer all night. I guess that is the reason that I don't have anything wrong, it's because there is nothing. I've got a good bunch of friends on the phone and on the net. Last night while I was upset, 3 people in mirc seperately IMd me and asked me if I was alright. I'm fine, everything's fine and today in Physics I got the highest mark in the class! (^_^)

It's all a far cry from a year ago, when I was probably at my lowest ebb ever. I had absolutely no self esteem, and it's back. It's been hurt and it's out for revenge and stronger than ever. Piss-takers, patronisers and wankers, watch out.

Today at school, we had an arm wrestling competition. I did quite well, but I didn't win one against any of the boys. Strictly speaking there was one that I should have won, but as we rearranged his elbow *it kept slipping* and restarted, my arm had been strained already, and I just lost all power. Damn I'm going to hurt tomorrow! Just thought I'd throw that in for good measure!