Happy me!

Happy again. There's something wrong with this! I don't know why, but I can't handle being happy! Actually last night I fell out with someone, a very long friend of mine, and it hurt. She had a go at me, and with I suppose a reason but we sorted it. Things had been said before and never resolved. Now I guess they are. So, again I'm happy. ARGH! My life is uninteresting, and all I do is sit at the computer all night. I guess that is the reason that I don't have anything wrong, it's because there is nothing. I've got a good bunch of friends on the phone and on the net. Last night while I was upset, 3 people in mirc seperately IMd me and asked me if I was alright. I'm fine, everything's fine and today in Physics I got the highest mark in the class! (^_^)

It's all a far cry from a year ago, when I was probably at my lowest ebb ever. I had absolutely no self esteem, and it's back. It's been hurt and it's out for revenge and stronger than ever. Piss-takers, patronisers and wankers, watch out.

Today at school, we had an arm wrestling competition. I did quite well, but I didn't win one against any of the boys. Strictly speaking there was one that I should have won, but as we rearranged his elbow *it kept slipping* and restarted, my arm had been strained already, and I just lost all power. Damn I'm going to hurt tomorrow! Just thought I'd throw that in for good measure!

I'm Happy for the couples!

Happy happy happy, I'm feeling happy!
Crappy crappy crappy, I still wear a nappy

For the uneducated, I actually don't, that's just from 'Not The 9 O'Clock News' But I'm bouncing off the walls right now. Not even a good dose of Ally MacBeale could bring me down, and that makes me cry WITHOUT fail!

Part of me grew up tonight, and it's one fantastic feeling. I'm gonna say some stuff here that people I know read it might not like, but at the end of the day, it's all meant in a good way, and I want to say it. I'm not in a mood with anyone, and I hope it's not gona change anything. I've got closure on a piece of my life, and I'm soo happy about it all.

about a year ago, I was left in the BIGGEST mess, and that aside, I wasn't doing to well with that when something else happened. It picked me up for a while, then made me look like a fool. This person means the WORLD to me. Such a good friend I would lie in the path of a train for them. I'm not putting any blame on anyone, there is no blame, mis-understanding on my part, yes, but no blame. If anything, it was a good thing. Today I sat back and looked at how happy everyone is. This person has now met someone, and I'm more than happy about it, I'm extatic. It's the best thing I've seen happen to this person in the whole 2 years I've known them. Babe, I love you sooo much, and I am soo happy to know you're happier that now I'm sat here with tears streaming down my face! (^_^)

I'm happy for Jane And Alex
I'm happy for Baz And Vicky
I'm happy for Ellie And Scott
I'm happy for Martyn and Tracy
I'm happy for EVERYONE! Just to let everyone in my life know that bit by bit, however small/large, you light it up in a big way, and I'm eternally greatful to you all.

Last thing before you think I'm completeley mad, this should help.
My mum was on the phone to my grandparents today, and I decided to do something silly. I Mooned my mum. Properly pulled down my pants and showed her my ass.
If that's not an improvement, I don't know what is!
Goodnight!