A Year Ago

[mofette]

A year ago today I boarded a train to Sheffield and travelled for an hour to meet someone for the first time. I was full of hopes and dreams for the future.

Now I sit alone in a room with my life in plastic bags around me. My heart is broken at the bottom of a pile of pointless hopes and redundant dreams.

Comments

[jasontheknight.livejournal.com]

*big pointless net.hug*

What now?

[mofette.livejournal.com]

I have no idea. I want to tidy up, but there's nowhere to tidy these things to :/

Wait till the end of the summer then go see people maybe

[cyberpunkgrrl.livejournal.com]

mew *hugs*

I cna't say anything that'll make it better, but am thinking of you...

xxx

[mofette.livejournal.com]

that's all it takes
xxxxxxxx

[stevek.livejournal.com]

I really don't know what to say to help make you feel better and I suspect right now mere words from anybody won't help heal your broken heart.

Just take one day at a time and as other people have said, things will slowly begin to get easier.

Remember, you have plenty of friends who will gladly try to help as best they can.

*Hugs*

[mofette.livejournal.com]

my friends are damn good to me and I love them all so much.

[tintintin.livejournal.com]

:(

I'm sorry that things have turned out the way they have.

I hope that a year from now, you'll be able to say "a year ago, I felt really rotten, and so sho'd have thought I'd be so happy now".

:)

[mofette.livejournal.com]

I damn well hope so, the year before I was just about to get dumped :(

[tintintin.livejournal.com]

:(

Not sure how cheering it might be, but the beverages of your choice are yours the next time you find yourself in the capital. Oh, and whenever that might be, I PROMISE PROMISE I shall meet you this time! :)

[lidl.livejournal.com]

look forward... that has gone new and exciting things await.

[draconianshiva.livejournal.com]

I have added you like i said. :) Hope things will get better for you soon and remember what i said on friday.

If you ever fancy another girl only night or even a get very pissed night out just let me know.

Clare

[oh-so-british.livejournal.com]

Every year that passes changes us and our circumstances. That is inevitable. The best you can do is learn all you can from your experiences and they'll contribute to making you an even better person.

Thinking of you babe.

[medusa.livejournal.com]

I should have commented earlier but really didn't know what to say. Despite everything I have heard from you and Alex I was really hoping that you two would find a way and work something out. :/

I know everything must sound trite and unhelpful and not what you really really want to hear right now but believe me (and oh God do I know) things will get better, really and truly.

Anyway, I feel all clumsy and useless but you know where I am if you want to talk.
*much love* xx

[needler.livejournal.com]

Forward and upward honey!
Try not to look back now, what is done is done and if you hadnt met him then then you wouldnt be the person you are now.
YOU are SO incredibly loved and cared for and I hope in time you will feel better and stronger and hapier than you have ever been!

love you x

[rainbowskye.livejournal.com]

Thinking of you lots and wishing I could say anything that would make the hurt go away a bit :( All I can say is that if you need me anytime, you know where I am. xx

[azrael316.livejournal.com]

Now you see this is the bit I dont like.. ;)

I do hope You and Alex sort things out and manage to stay friends. You were, from my perspective, a good couple and even if there is nothing 'romanticly' between you it will be a shame if it turns into one of those 'Im not going if they are going' things.. ;)

Love ya chick,
Scotty Poos!

[big-daz.livejournal.com]

Really sorry to hear whats been going on, Mof.

Hope things sort themselves out soon and you're back to your usual perky self :-)

*Big Daz bearhug*

[sarcaustik.livejournal.com]

I know exactly how you feel, and I remember exactly what I was doing a year ago today. It *will* get easier but I know no-one can convince you of that now. *Big hugs*

[evisceracat.livejournal.com]

Bleh, that sucks big time. If you want to come to Mal2004, give us a buzz, may be able to sort something out for you?

[pda.livejournal.com]

+gives mof a useless virtual hug+

sorry to hear that things have gone to the shithouse and hope you'll bounce back soon...

:)

[trashcan17.livejournal.com]

sends another gentle virtual hug from Suffolk

I hope everything can soon have some kind of sense for you again and the signpost to that "new direction" is just round the corner for you ...