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[mofette]

I hate Lichfield
All the fecking memories. I can't look at a bus, park bench, person without thinking of a memory of something that went on here. It's like everything is out to get me and remind me that this isn't Leeds. I went out to the pub tonight and the first comment I got was "woah, look at her, I've got a cob on". Fucking small minded-assholes in this fucking small-minded hole. I got looks and stares everywhere, and I wasn't even dressed that bad! I had one drink and came home. I'm fed up.

I'm also scared of offending my mother every time I say this. I guess she knows how I feel about this hole. Well, I did just tell her in the car, so she must o.O;; She feels like it's her fault. Everyone outgrows where they live. I've just done it. I don't want to ever come back here, but I've only got 7 weeks left in Leeds. 7 FUCKING WEEKS? :/ I don't wanna leave. ever. It strains things too much between me and Zell, I want to stay.

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[needler.livejournal.com]

/me hugs you.You and Zell are strong and I think you could be further apart and still be fine.Im 4 hours away from NaD it both sucks and blows but as they say 'what dont kill ya makes ya stronger'!
I get stared at bigtime.I went shopping last night,just fud shopping and its hilarious to see how retarded some people are to feel the need to point and stare.My attitude is 'they are so bland I will not give them the satisfaction of looking back at them' fools.No doing that hair all black again ok..stick to your guns kiddo!
/me huggles.

[zell1979x.livejournal.com]

Hey at least you don't get footballs thrown at you, this happened to me the other day. but they were such bad shots that they missed.......three times. then they shouted something like 'freak' at me. Hmmm and to think these people looked at least 19 or 20, how mature. I was tempted to pick the football up myself and throw it back at one of their heads but I didn't want to lower myself to that level so I just carried on walking grinning at how pathetic they were.

[stevenothing.livejournal.com]

What are you doing for your 2nd year at uni? I'm guessing you're getting a house or something? Does the let not start for a while? Place I got in york at the end of my first year was one where the let started as soon as I moved out of halls, so I could avoid having to return to cucumbria..