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[mofette]

I'm tired. Really should stop hanging around on irc last night for pointless reasons.

Don't think I'll go to wendyhouse. I've definately got no money. Also, I don't want to leave the house. I hate it out there.

This has been brewing for a while. I mean, I've always hated public transport. Getting a bus to Zell's was always hard enough, I hated every second of it. Which is one of the reasons I didn't mind staying there for days doing bugger all. Meant I didn't have to go back on a bus again. Trains are just as bad. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I hate sleeping in someone else's bed too. If anything I want to get back to mine that same night. Don't care how long it takes to get there, as long as I'm in my bed.

I *really* don't want to leave the house again.

Comments

[stevek.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean - irrespective of where you might be staying (or going) there's nothing like going back to your own bed - waking up in familiar and comfortable surroundings.

[diffrentcolours]

Nah, my bed's boring as all hell. There's nothing like waking up head-down wedged into somebody's staircase with a dozen strangers and no idea of how you got there...

[ms-rivet.livejournal.com]

I feel funny sometimes about leaving the house as i don't like people looking at me sometimes and I hate the hot crowded nature of public transport. I also like to be in my own bed as at other peoples houses i feel things are out of my control. BTW did you get my mail with phone numbers and my address on?

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[mofette.livejournal.com]

yes, I did. sorry :)

I'm just scared this leaving the house thing is getting worse, I can notice it has...

what moby network are you on?

[ms-rivet.livejournal.com]

I hope you are ok hun,ive got to go offline now but i what i would say having some experience of these things is fear of going out is prob related to anxiety,so if you can think about what you may be worried about at the mo it may help,Ive found doing hippy things like medidation helps with anxiety,also avoiding too much caffine as it can make you panic. Im on vodaphone network which is why I gave you my home number as we aren't on the same network.
*hugs*

[emma-emily.livejournal.com]

I know how you feel. I dont like stopping over at perople's houses...always thought i was weird. Am fine when its like one of my best mates, but anyone elses . I love my own bed and dont particularly like sharing it with anyone else!!
I went through a period where i had to stay in all the time and things got worse and i got depression. Please be careful that you dont slip into that cos its not nice at all. I still get claustrophic when im in a situation with lots of people - can cope with clubs n stuff but hate being at parties with loads of people. I can feel my insides constricting and i get panicky.
Hmmmm i am a total headcase...
You take care, ok??

[awais.livejournal.com]

know what you mean, it gets a bit annoying when you can't walk down the street without getting some kind of reaction or weird comments from random people. and then there's the ones that just stop up and just stand there and stare. ffs, it's uk's second largest city, people should be used to seeing odd hair etc by now >_<

i am soo tempted to become a hermit or something..

when i was working with automaton it was just hell (not the actual job, i loved it, but i mean getting there). i had to commute to nottingham from brum twice a week. i hate central trains soo much you have no idea, and i hate new street station even more >_

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[mofette.livejournal.com]

I dunno, I'm scared I'm slipping back to where I was before. It's hard to even go over the road to the shop.

Sometimes I can deal with the people looking at me. It's not a big deal, because obviously I dress in a way that will always draw looks. Leeds is actually far more tolerant than brum though!

[echo-echo.livejournal.com]

Leeds is ok, but when a few of us came through Leeds station last time we got a few comments.