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Robots in yr mom
May. 20th, 2007 01:38 amCan anyone send me the noise that a transformer makes when transforming please? It's driving me mental and I need a new message tone on my phone.
PLEASE!!!
PLEASE!!!
May. 20th, 2007
I've got insomnia bad at the moment. I lie awake for hours thinking about work, worrying about life, money, friends anything that's going on. Hell even from time to time Livejournal!
Today I was just finally drifting off into nice, peaceful sleep when a fucking herd of elephants came into the house. No, it was actually just a crowd of people from Wendyhouse. Choo said they weren't staying long, but had come here on their way somewhere. How the fuck you end up at my house on the way anywhere I don't know, it's on the top road of Woodhouse, there is no 'on the way' from here. I choose to live in a quiet house where parties don't happen because I need my sleep when I can get it and I work Sundays on occasion. Fucking munters on drugs make me angry.
ARGH. I so desperately want to sleep :(
Today I was just finally drifting off into nice, peaceful sleep when a fucking herd of elephants came into the house. No, it was actually just a crowd of people from Wendyhouse. Choo said they weren't staying long, but had come here on their way somewhere. How the fuck you end up at my house on the way anywhere I don't know, it's on the top road of Woodhouse, there is no 'on the way' from here. I choose to live in a quiet house where parties don't happen because I need my sleep when I can get it and I work Sundays on occasion. Fucking munters on drugs make me angry.
ARGH. I so desperately want to sleep :(
Busy busy busy
May. 20th, 2007 09:27 pmI've finally worked out what I'm getting paid for - stress. I work hard, play hard, and then ensure that the staff are ok, the customers are ok and everyone is having fun.
In reality, it's more like a social crutch, a shrink you don't pay for. Anyone who is upset, I comfort and make sure they're ok. The staff occasionally come in on a come down, or upset with the world or a customer may upset them. I make sure that they can continue and get along. It's draining, it really is. My drug of choice is alcohol - I love it but it's no longer an enjoyable past time, it's more like a way of life at this point.
The downside to all this is that I can't sleep. Last night I didn't get to sleep 'till around 6. I had people in and out of my house and movements and birds singing and all kinds of things going on and I couldn't stop worrying about money about work about livejournal and things like that. I have nightmares that I'm late for work, that something's gone wrong. I barred Weasel from FAB on Friday and I'm having concerns that I've not done it for the right reasons.
I'm not in 'till 7 tomorrow, so I think i'll be fine sleeping tonight but otoh there's all these other worries. I also missed Morrissons being open so I've got no Horlicks :(
Edit: Cat has some Toffee flavoured Horlicks. I may sleep well tonight!! :D
In reality, it's more like a social crutch, a shrink you don't pay for. Anyone who is upset, I comfort and make sure they're ok. The staff occasionally come in on a come down, or upset with the world or a customer may upset them. I make sure that they can continue and get along. It's draining, it really is. My drug of choice is alcohol - I love it but it's no longer an enjoyable past time, it's more like a way of life at this point.
The downside to all this is that I can't sleep. Last night I didn't get to sleep 'till around 6. I had people in and out of my house and movements and birds singing and all kinds of things going on and I couldn't stop worrying about money about work about livejournal and things like that. I have nightmares that I'm late for work, that something's gone wrong. I barred Weasel from FAB on Friday and I'm having concerns that I've not done it for the right reasons.
I'm not in 'till 7 tomorrow, so I think i'll be fine sleeping tonight but otoh there's all these other worries. I also missed Morrissons being open so I've got no Horlicks :(
Edit: Cat has some Toffee flavoured Horlicks. I may sleep well tonight!! :D
